Prosperous

  

  I have been thinking about what makes a life prosperous? The more and more I think about these thoughts, memories and beliefs about myself being prosperous; the reverse begins to enter my mind. Thoughts and memories of myself not being so prosperous, not being so great, thinking about all that know me being not so prosperous, not so great. The emotions start to set in. I start to feel bad, negative, sad and begin to shut down. That is the trap. I have to be aware of the questions I ask. The truth is I don’t want to hear the truth that I am not prosperous, not very great at anything.  I begin to feel depressed and everything associated with negative emotions.

  I must first enter my inner world. I must be the center of my being within my body, within my mind within my higher self, my spirit. It is my choice then to let go of all my earthly attachments and desires. This is the only way to separate from life to rise above it. As I rise above life separate from my world, I begin to see that there is so much more that life has to offer then the prison I built unknowing to myself. All things begin to be known to me about life. Only in the state of separation can you find this knowing. No influences can persuade you, no past experience, no emotion, no other person, society or past beliefs can determine your new life, a new way of being, only what you do with this knowledge. You can bring into life an arsenal of positive actions, thoughts and ideas from this knowing. You can focus your attention with any state of being necessary to move you toward what you want and see in this separated from life new way of living.

  I dare to be far more than the fearful man that pretends to do what is expected. I do this by paying attention to all that is known to influence me in anyway. My attention will focus on identifying all influences and removing all emotions, all past experiences and develop great mind control to all reactions. I must first consciously separate from life by turning inward. Living life from within, this will give me protection from life itself. From within, is the only way to rise above life to see exactly what is desired from it and how to serve man by living a golden life.

  The other day for the first time, I started connecting to all the prosperity I have within. I have so many riches within, it brings me to tears, my heart is my treasure. It is the root of life, it delivers everything I need, not because I deserve it, it’s because the heart is what’s for the common good, good for all that lives within. I keep destroying my health by making influencing decisions on what I know to make me feel good, but in honesty, I make decisions based on what I am told in life how i am influenced. That is why they are automatic, like driving or walking or moving throughout the day, it is what we always do. To take away all the influences in life, I can focus on what is in the best interest to myself. That is what it is to be prosperous in life. The more I can be like my heart the far more prosperous I can be in life.

The truth is

The time has come for me to step into the light. this has been my greatest fear because I know something must have turned upside down and I would have to face the cruelty of the world! But it also has me thinking of all those that are in fear now. Fear of the unknown, fear of what is to come. And the questions of what to do? how did this happen? Is this really happening?

The truth is,

Whatever is going to happen will happen. The question to you is –

What will you do about it?

Me, I am going to be the best I can be. I am going to live golden. I am not going to put myself first for a change and go out and be of service. I wanted to be a wealthy man before. But now I realize that the kind of wealth I want now is the kind that comes from my fellow human being. When being tested by the happenings of the world, I will be a warrior of God. I will be the good that this world needs right now. I am going to be the love that this world needs right now. I always wanted to be seen as a great man. Now is the time to be that great man and be of service to my neighbor, to my mother, to all people that needs something. What if we all can do a little good when called upon. Why not help when needed.

Survival is what life is. To breathe is to survive in this life. To work is to survive in life. The more you have the more you are willing to do to survive. To avoid danger is to survive. To run is to survive. To hide and do nothing not getting involved is to survive. To stand and fight is to survive. To be willing to give of yourself so that others can live on to survive is to really know what life is.

I was too afraid before, that’s why I was always felt immobile! but I have learned, that when the world gets turned upside down, it doesn’t give you an excuse to be evil, it’s an opportunity to be great! I mean really great where the reward is others love and kindest regard. That is worth all the money in the world when your kids look at you with a loving goodness that brings you to instant bliss for doing good for others. Its if God is touching you.  

I am a great man! Not because I say so, because I am willing to rise up and do good for others. And when I do good for one or two people each day, God shines his love on me with the thankfulness of the ones I am helping. Now just imagine if there were a few of us great men and women out there? If you have 10 great men and women that is ten times better than my good deeds. And if there were a thousand, it would be a thousand times greater! Now just imagine all the men, women, teens and children, in these Great United States! That would be one great nation! A United Nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all,

God bless you and God Bless these United States of America!

Shadow People

As I become more used to myself being awakened, I can see more and more shadow people self programming themselves to be condemned to a life of struggle. A life of limitations. A life of worry and lack by the words they speak. I have so much knowledge that I need to share with these shadow people, so they can benefit from life not be a slave to it. To be awake in a world where everyone is asleep, asleep to the fact that they are divine. They have an inner power that can create goodness within themselves and this creates all they desire in their external lives. They must be awake to understand, otherwise its is just empty words landing in crowded minds of misinformation, worry, doubts, fears, stress, the past.

I need a way to begin waking these shadow people up to the fact that they are more than what they are. The human side of us enslaves us as its need for pleasure and relaxation, the need to do nothing, to rest, to party, to limited action, to put our divine selves asleep.

I was awakened fully when I went outside of my body after a car accident. I discovered that all my fears of death were not necessary because at that moment of my own death, when fear and horror turned into a peace that was so overwhelming it released me right out of my human body. But this did not fully awaken me, it wasn’t until one day like any other, as I was finding my inner world though connections I was making to my muscles to my power points within my body, I suddenly realized that I knew what I needed to do. It was the knowing. It was all the new beliefs I had discovered after I had deleted all my limiting beliefs that held me back my whole life. At that moment I knew all my new beliefs were not beliefs but my knowing that these beliefs were real that all I had to do is know, this knowing was the catalyst it was the fuel that got me to act that was the momentum that is the drive to anything I put into my wonderful imagination.

Now I know what I need to do to wake these shadow people up from a deep sleep. 

                                   Stop the World!!!

• Breathe. By focusing on breath, you connect to your power points in the body. It puts you in command of your human self.

• Center. By closing your eyes focusing on breath, you delete all thoughts in mind, bringing you to center of your inner world. It puts you in charge of your mind.

• Inner senses. At center, you become fully aware of your inner eye, that connects you to your wonderful imagination. From here you can begin to see your outer world. Usually, you use this for worry for fear for anxiety for bringing all into your life. Emotions that rule us has full control because of the fact that you were asleep not in control of your emotions, not in control of your body’s desires and pleasures not in control of your thoughts and the negative words you use about yourself.

• Inner voice. At center, you can begin to program your life by speaking using your inner voice. This is where you affirm how wonderful you are, how beautiful you are how powerful you are. This is where you speak into existence all that you desire to have in your outer world.

• Inner ear. At center, you can begin to ask for answers to help you in life. All answers will be answered but you must be able to hear from your inner ear. This is accomplished connecting to a powerful blissful emotion that flows within your inner world. It brings you to tears when you feel it flowing within your body at center.

• Knowing. Knowing that you are a divine spirit is the complete trinity that awakens you as your higher self, it fills you with knowing all things. It allows you to create anything you desire first in your inner world thru your wonderful imagination.

• Golden. The answer to life is to live a golden life. That is to treat others as you wise to be treated. To do good deeds to hear the calling from your inner ear. Its that sixth sense that only your divine spirit once awakened can hear. To serve others will power your life. The joy and pleasure received fuels your inner bliss, powers your knowing powers an inner strength that elevates you to the highest states in consciousness.

What if I 2/13/19

What if I was a spiritual being having a human experience? 

What if I could create anything I wanted?

 

I would have to believe that I am a spiritual being.

I would have to know what powers I had to use.

I would have to know what I wanted from life.

I would have to know the more I wanted, the more of myself I would have to give.

I would know that I would have to stop allowing the body to dominate life.

I would have to be willing to control attention, emotion, desire, attitude, state of being.

I would have to make my intentions known and stick to them.

I would have to use the power of Goodness to rule my world.

I would have to use my body as my instrument to attract everything I need to join my inner and outer selves as one.

I would have to use my body as a pillar that connects me to all things.

I would use my body to create powerful amounts of energy by squeezing my body into anything I wish.

What would the first thing I would create? Healthy body, healthy mind, great relationships. What if everything was a simple connection to the things and people that interest me. What if I could connect with anyone? Who could lift me up out of the shadows into the bright lights of the world? What if I could reach millions of people?  What if I could sell my thoughts my lessons to millions? What would I use my money for? Personal gain? Helping the needy? How to become rich and not become greedy? Give it all away? In order to have amazing experiences you have to have lots of money, you have to earn enough to travel and pay all your bills. What if you could calculate the amount of bills in a year and all expenses plus add luxury items because you want style. Then add properties toys hobbies activities. Add that all up for the next 30 years. Then everything else you give away! That is how big thinking begins.

Go out and do the impossible. Go out and push it to the limit! Try to connect with people, look into their eyes and see what they see. Feel what they feel. Experience what they experience. See that everyone is exactly, the same. We all want more.

The higher I become in the light. The more I become aware that my body and who I am are separate entities. I am aware that my body does whatever it wants at times. It takes everything to heart. It gets upset it gets angry. It creates desires all on its own. It wants junk and avoids work. I must be the guardian of this life! I am the master of me. I am my own worker to do my bidding. I am a commander the keeper of me. That is where I begin. That is what I need to do to move past the struggle of life and into the power of spirit the power of something greater than being human.

All the way up

     I am starting to believe that all things are possible. More and more daily experiences are breaking my old beliefs, doubts and fears. I am waking up to my true powers over my body and mind. I allowed my body to determine what I ate, instant gratification, I was a slave to eating drinking sleeping relaxing content on a sedentary lifestyle. My mind ran as fast as emotions appeared and having my imagination runaway with fears worry and emotional stress that created more and more and more of insanity as I would continue to ask why is this always happening to me as I ignored the truth ignored my spiritual self that has all the answers has all the true beliefs that remain hidden until It awoke into a truth that would eventually set me free. 

     Everything in life in our outer worlds are created by the thoughts by our emotional energy that feeds all our creations. Good bad indifferent it is all created by us. Once I understood that my life could be anything I wanted by simply understanding who I am what I am where I am why I am here and how I can change into anything I desired, set me free to begin living an extraordinary life, once I learned that big dreams are just as easy to do as little dreams. There was no difference at all! I began to live golden I began to feel good even though my life sucked, I began to be happy even though it appeared to be falling apart.

     Once you understand that the biggest devil there ever will be is us I could begin to heal I could begin to let go of all my devilish ways. Once I figured out that I could choose to rise up above all the crap I created once I let go of the false me I thought I had to be to survive this fucked up world that I could become anything I desired by simply moving into the state of being I wished to be. I could be happy simply by breathing into happiness peace of mind my awareness began to rise. I began to quiet my mind from all the BS of the crappie life I had created I began to listen to the powerful voice inside me that I could listen to and I could serve myself into accomplishing anything I desired by seeing what I wanted in my imagination. I could command my body to move to release all the poisons all the sickness all the evil created from all the years of allowing the devil part of me to reign for so long.

     We all are living beings having a human experience and a great power that is greater than all of us lives within us all and we can use it to harness ourselves all the way up to heights only attained by the great ones that have left their mark upon the world. My hope is that all will find their own great power that lies within that my success will show others to be more by leading a life of greatness free from false beliefs fear and worry the biggest devil of all!

Changing I

       My whole life, I’ve always wanted more than what I had. I have learned if you work for something you can have anything as long as you put in the work. If you love what you do you can have it much sooner than later. I have had many ups to this. But life has a way of distracting you from advancing, from getting everything you desire in life.

       I have a wonderful family and I try to pass everything I have learned to my children. But I can’t help feeling like a fraud! I speak the words, I tell them about all the powers they possess and how to use them. I have great stories and examples of how these powers changed my life. But, the one thing that I haven’t done is change I from obese to physically fit! The first thing people see is my outer appearance. Being an obese man is frustrating; there are so many limitations, so many physical activities I cannot participate in without causing harm to I!

       The one thing missing is a desire to change I! This desire has helped me see my path, to imagine how I’d look and feel being physically fit. This desire comes at a cost. To keep it burning, I must pay a price, which is giving up the one thing that wastes more of my precious time than anything else I do. Watch TV!!!

       I haven’t watched TV for a week and already been to gym 5 times, I work out at home every night at the times I usually binge watch my favorite shows! After 30 days I’ll watch my favorite teams play and shows with my wife, but never will I let it stop me from my desires again!!!

My Routine

    As I kiss my wife goodbye this morning, I refilled my coffee cup and headed to the backyard to have a smoke. Then wash the smell off and I lie down and watch my shows that I’ve been waiting to see all week. I forget that my truck needs service, the yard needs work, my garage is a wreck, I haven't been to the gym in a week and  I need to login to work and clear my Que. What am I doing?

   This has become my routine, my living experience!! So many things I can do but I choose to do the same things each time I come home from working out of town. I forget that I promised myself that I wasn’t going to smoke anymore! That I was going to make the most of my days off! If I am in control of my life, to do whatever I want, why then do I not do what I want?

   I can come up with a ton of conspiracies that our minds are being controlled by the elite! But in reality I choose. It’s up to me to break the routine, the same experience. We have many powers that lay dormant until we forget their there, we forget that we even have these powers.

  

  ; Will power, focus, consistency, determination, desire, passion, enthusiasm, momentum, perseverance, imagination and the power of thought. Not to mention all the positive emotions that gives us strength!!

   

  At times I am a coward, hiding behind fear. I must remember the times that I defeated fear! I was scared to death to take my contractor’s license exam. I had to pay for the course and then I had to pay for the exam. Then, if I passed, I’d have to pay all the insurances and bonds. I made myself sick just thinking of it the night before the exam. But I persevered. Everything worked out. At the time I didn’t know how but it did! Fear of the unknown, the fear of success, fear of change, is all unreal! It doesn’t exist until we make it real we give it power over ourselves! I have everything at my command! I cannot be afraid to do anything and I cannot be afraid if I actually accomplish what I set out to do!

   

  In the past few years I have come to the conclusion that life can be taken away at any monument. I almost died in a car accident but I survived, I survived the worst mass shooting in history! I have asked myself several times WHY? The only thing left is to tell my story my experience, as a being, having this amazing human experience!!!